The farewell.

Farewellll my friendssssss. I'm gonna miss yall. especially jennie, my sista, fran, rare, welll everyyoneee i lepakk with lahhhh. So gonnnaaa misssss yalllllll.................................. sarcarstic sessions, counter sessions, drinking sessions. NO MORE =(. I'm too lazy to pack my bag at the moment. Everything is okay at the moment. and i hope i'll enjoy the camp.

Definition of love.

Definition of love.

I love anyone who'll listens to my deepest inquisitions,
I love anyone who would tell me absolutely anything,
I love anyone who will let me know that they care,
I love anyone that will stand by me through good times and bad,
I love anyone who'll give me assurance even tho I'm doing something illogical.
Thats my best definition of love.
Thats the answer i have for your question. (:

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I am blunt and extremely honest. I will not spare your feelings if it will weigh on my own. Sorry, but if something needs to be said, it will get said. If you cant handle this you probably shouldn't talk to me

- I will go to the end of the earth to make someone happy, do not confuse this with "letting someone walk all over me" I just try and do my best to let the friends I know that they are my friends and I am here for them

- I don't regret anything I do in my life or have done. At one point it was what made me happy. And you bet your ass I would do it again if given the chance


3 things you should know about me. Since your reading my blog. your probably wanting to know more about me . so there goes.

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Well , today was a good day. Went to danga bay, had some hyperactive kids fun with jennie and rachelle. Gosh she's super pretty but really friendly. Haha. Those cold stares could turn people on. Its not a " thats not funny " stare just so you know.
Than i went back cause i had no fking passport. So i went back and played guitar heroes. cleared a few hard songs and than got stoned. and now im high as fuck. hahaha

<3

In my lifetime, I've come to realize
that you can't depend on other people for what you want,
& you can't be scared to go out there and get it.
You have to dream hard, wish big, and chase after your goals,
because no one else is going to do it for you.
if things don't work out, you'll always be able to say you tried.


Love me or hate me, I'll still shine.

I got starswept today :)

Twice the pain.

Its hard to stop the addiction. Its hard to try again. Its hard to find a way. But life goes on . And all you can do is smile because thats life.

A rose.

A lovely rose with petals soft
A scent so sweet and light
So beautiful a flower
With colors shining bright.
But something not so savory
About the fragrant rose -
The thorns, so sharp upon the stem,
That sharpen as it grows.
Yet still lovely is the flower
Despite the thorns that prick
Just as life and love are sweet
They too have thorns that stick.
But do not fear to live or love,
Life's not exempt from pain -
So pick a rose, you may get hurt,
But you will also gain

Got this forwarded from a friend . =)

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I had a good day today. All smiles. Arsenal won. Went to mcdonalds and chilled there. Had a coke. A Deluxe Cheeseburger ( was opting for happy meal but it seemed gay ) and a sundae cause it was sunday. Its time to reward myself with many days of skipping breakfast!!!

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Make way for me to be a friend,
Not too friendly and not too shy,
Make way for our different opinions,
Not with any expectations,

Make way for the truth,
Not with a scent of deception,
Make way for personality,
Not with a fake identity.

Make way for the person i am,
Not with perfection,
Make way for the truth to shine,
Not with a single thought of unbelief.

!!!

Hope

Without hope comes no dissapointments.
Without hope comes no expectations.
Without expectations life is just carefree.
When you hope you try harder.
When you hope you fail harder.
When you hope you cry harder.
Thats the way it is.
To hope or not?

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I lost my phone today. zzz. I'm not so upset about the phone. I mean the 500ringgit would have been nice ... But ALL MY FRIENDS CONTACTSSSSSS FCKKKKK. ALL GONEEEE. KLL FRIENDS JB FRIENDS WATEVERRRR. Fck the world. How bleak is life.

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Love in my life is like sand,
I give it care and attention,
Then a strong gust of wind sifts it through my hand,
I lose yet again

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At night
At night I lay and think of you hoping my wishes and dreams come true
At night I wonder can this be the end is this all that's left
At night I wish we could go to the way things were
At night I lay and cry about the things that happened and how it all ended
At night I lay and think of us, I mean you and I
At night I realize there's no more us
At night I dream of us together
At night I wish for us to be together again
But in the morning I realize it was all
At Night

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A friend that i love,
The friend that i need.
A feeling of strength and power,
That you give to me.

A friendship I treasure,
I pray will always last.
You are the coke bottle,
that keeps me hyper.

No words need be spoken,
Your compassion brings me strength.
When the pain was immense that day,
You took the gloom away.

Chatting, laughing and the games we play
You make my every day
If your here or far away,
Remember that we'll have our way.

The power of poems

Poems have magic, especially when they come from the heart. They can touch us, move us, delight us, enlighten us, make us laugh, make us cry, and both soften and enrich our deepest memories. Poetry is the tie that bind one stranger to another, often in friendship, sometimes in love, always in better understanding.



How true ay?


I'm dedicating this post to my good friend jennie and the awesome poem she made for me . Thank you for being there for me . Love you long timeeeeee. We shall meet when I'm in the kl!

Day By Day
By Jennie


Day by day
Is it really so hard?

Day by day
Maybe they're right?

Day by day
What to do?

Day by day
Can this be true?

Day by day
Is time the best healer of all?

Day by day
Who keeps a broken heart's score?

Day by day
Can I go on?

Day by day
Maybe I should at least try?

Day by day
They always say
There's nothing more to do
You have take life and trouble
Day by Day


Dont know about you . But i think its so true. And i like it .

xxxxx

wow this video got me happy. So fking funny hahahahaha



Seriously not a waste of time. Best prank evaaa hahahaha. BOOM . YOU TOO FAT TO USE THE ROAD. FUNNYN !!!

Friends

Friends are like stars,
They come and go,
but the ones that stay,
are the ones that glow,
friends that trust you and are at your side,
are the ones that make you laugh and cry,
friends that stay,
Friends that glows,
are honest and trust worthy to know.

Can we move?

Ever find that there are times we dare not to move,
Only to say welcome to the end,
And everyone is in on it,
But if the feeling like everyone is watching sets in,
It's alright, no one can dare you to move,
And we'll welcome them to the fall out of the tension,
Because between us the heart longs for a chance to move,
And it's the one wish we all have but we never grab,
For that it scares us and dares us to move.